Leg day 7th set of 10 got back up to 225 for 10 then my buddy comes over dose 315 then 405 relatively easy. I felt good so I got up too 315 for 2 with a light spot I felt grateful that I could get back up to that weight with no belt. But now I feel like I’m hurting haha process is going to hurt so damn well!
-Find a more stable job (even though that doesn’t really exist)
-Move out my house be on my own, or with a roommate but independent
-Go back to school for the psych tech program, meaning struggle no matter it will be worth it in the end.
-find the program that is from the government it’s self not the private schools.
-move to la, or back to Atascadero for the program.
-keep on my fitness back on track make all Gians prove my self I can
-complete in a show that’s that ultimate destination of goals for my fitness.
-car shows I’m over I can afford to try and go to school and biuld a show car
-learn to fight so I can defend my self better than blacking out in rage and not knowing what I can capable of doing.
-start to be closer to my blood brother and her son
MORE TO COME
thats how i feel, feel like i am in the bottom of life and I’m about to be barly 25.