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9-25-14

Good morning tumblr. Trying to get used to my new night shift job it’s not too hard to stay awake the hardest part is that I sleep all day and wake up cook chill want to sleep more and then go to work eat work chill work eat leave gym. But today I go work at my old job to help them with a banquet then leave by 830 pm to work by 9. Then hopefully I can get 2 day off from my job for these car shows back to back. Well see I hope everything gose well..

9-24-14

Just got off work and finished the gym, currently in the suana. Reading some posts off my ig.. and makes me want to just break down as cry because I am losing hope in all those people who I associate with on a daily basis. Seriously most of then lack the motivation the lack of ambition of life. The are comfortable with what they have and only that. I was going to confirm be happy were I was, but no I couldn’t I have too much ambition to just settle with a part time job with a decent pay. I work a full time job now I have benefits and soon I’ll have pay vacation. I still want more but I know that I must suffer a bit in order to achieve greatness. My fitness is my priority my car is there and I will always continue to watch to biuld it and show all the events I can but I think in 2015 I might want to do a power lifting competition or a body building… until later

Gym

My third and fourth week back on my grind and I have to admit wow the difference are huge I can see more cuts and more strength I am actually taking this whose macro counting into real life and I real labels I meal prep and I add everything into my log! I can’t wait to see how far I can push this untill I begin to cut down back in January since now it’s all about reverse dieting I have to well not have too but I want to buy Layne notions book on reverse dieting. But it’s fifty bucks lol then again I am well was still not sure we’re I stand with building my car into a show car lol

“Don’t put the key to your happiness in someone else’s pocket.”

9-23-14

5:21 am.. stilling on my lunch at work before I leave. Man life’s a trip, It seemed like things were starting to look up. But now once agian I feel empty and I mean empty as crap.. I need my sister more than ever but I can’t rely on her much since she is a new single mother and I need and want to be their for her and baby max. I miss the feeling of having long conversations and getting to get to know one other to talk about whatever and feeling the warmth of a woman.. getting real tired of rubbing one out… I miss texting a woman good morning but to see her genuinely smile.. I mean I love to do it to those I’m close too but I mean more. I am ranting even tho I know i will remain single still for some time because I still don’t feel like I am ready to be in a Relationship because I can’t trust many girls after what all they tell me and opened up to me about all the cheating and flirting wow..

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